From Christianity to atheism

From Christianity to atheism:

Periyar – In 6Th std, according to my Tamil teacher and my mother, he is a very bad fellow, with dispute thoughts. Even I had the same opinion. Then in 9Th std I met this person kanakaraj – who is an atheist, my first atheist friend. I came to know that atheism is different and their way of thinking and approach is very different from others like me. It was very different to speak with him – I also understood that they care more about the society and they want everyone to judge what is real and fake. I was in total fake world at that time,…..

I was baptized only in 9th std. I was a hardcore Christian, I very much trusted in the words of Jehovah's’s witness. I went for field service with them. I use to give books to public and speak about Armageddon, judgment day and paradise (these aren’t movie names, but they are hardly related to bible and they appear in the book of revelations). After my friendship with this atheist friend, I gradually found about my fake world and found that I m doing something which of no use to anyone in real world. But still I fear god for thinking like this, I even apologized and pray to god for thinking like. Everyday I request god in my prayers that these thoughts should go away from me and I should be a true Christian.

My atheist friend became busy later and he stopped visiting my home, I completed 10Th with Jehovah's’s blessings. Then I moved to another place which is quiet far away from kingdom hall(church). Reality is that I went to church regularly only to convince my mom and make her understand I am still a good boy. She believes only if I go to church, I get good habits and good behavior. Then I started bunking church, when my sixth sense got a light. So many thoughts were around me about my church and persons ought there,

Why do people visit churches?
Why do they pray?
Why do they read bible?
Why do church pastors, elders visit our home?
Why do they get together?

I found my own version of answer for these questions, everything is only for their personal reasons, they just live a dark life in the shade of Christians. How many of them do really know about bible concepts. Everyone’s destiny is that they wanna escape in judgment day and go to heaven and lead a happy life there. Even is concept, which is widespread among Christians is absolutely wrong. No human is gonna make his life in heaven.

இருக்குறத விட்டுட்டு பறக்குறதுக்கு ஆசை படுரான்னு சொல்லுவாங்க

Its true, your god gave u a beautiful paradise, he gave fruits to eat, but you ate animals and became like animals. Now u have used your sixth sense and changed this paradise into paranoid. Its you who is caring more about globalization and you forget about global warming.

Now whether judgment day is gonna come or not, we all are gonna die in 20 years because of inflation, water scarcity and carbon monoxide. Only way to save people in earth is not the judgment day of Jehovah, but its only when you judge yourselves and try to plant one tree to save your life. Only way to save earth is that everyone should become ATHEIST.